“The sun is new each day.”
Today was it time for me to visit the day clinic with my numb feet again, they have gone worst … and to get to the clinic I have to pass the pond with my swan couple.
We had a sunny and cloud free morning, but it was very chilly in the wind. There wasn’t much going on around the pond – very quite.
It was great to see that she is incubating, very early compare to last year and he was in a great mood and showing off his feathers. So looking forward to their cygnets in 5-6 weeks time.
A geese couple was a bit noisy …. at least the male – maybe it was a bit of love in the air. *smile
At the clinic, I met a very nice and handsome AT doctor by the name of Henrik … but the news he gave me wasn’t what I wanted – once again I was told that I have to accept the problem with my numb burning feet … and the symptoms shows that it’s a nerve problem and it will not go away.
He told me that there is happening things with our body that we have to accept and live with – and when he said that everything burst for me and I started to cry like a baby. Told him that I really do my best to accept my medical problems and living my life with and around them. So he told me that he wanted us to try a special medicine that could work for me, an anti-depressive.
So he wants me to try the medicine, but as an anti-depressive that could give me some side effects or maybe not. What is new!!!!
Me taking anti-depressives????!!! Duloxetine!!!!
We are going to give it a months trial and see if it works.
Duloxetine Krka is used in adults for the treatment of:
– generalized disorder (chronic feeling of anxiety or nervousness)
–painful diabetic neuropathic pain (often described as burning, stabbing, stinging, shooting or aching or like an electric shock. –that affected area may be completely numb, or induce pain of touch, heat, cold or pressure)
I feel very uncomfortable with taking this medicine, but if my feet is getting more painful .. I will not be able to walk properly.
So if I wasn’t depressed this morning when I visited the pond on my way to the clinic – so am I depressed now …
But they have promised that I will wake up to another sunny morning …. tomorrow, but also a new pill.
It’s just like I always been saying – you have to healthy to be sick!!!!