in my present condition *smile … even if I know it’s a waste of energy.
So my BUTT day is over and I can’t say it went smooth. It was full of tears, fear, pain, discomfort, nitrous oxide, worries and a horrible diet. Now the ordeal is over and I’m full of self-pity and disappointed.
Good news; is there is nothing found on my colon that can cause pain or discomfort, but it felt like they found some dead brain cells.
Bad news; is that I still have severe pain and pressure in my butt. And I’m not any wiser.
Have down colonoscopy once before, but this was 10 times worst …. It will take a couple of days before I have recovered mentally. It has drained all of Viveka out of me – the same feeling as when my body shut down in the end of my cancer treatment. I’m so busy and full of feeling sorry for myself just now and feeling rough both to body and soul. And strangely enough I like to be in this feeling for the moment. Promise I will not stay there for long.
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